The clock's ticking,

Yes indeed, I am back.

You may wonder why I am writing again so soon, after I said in my last post that I wouldn't till I got to uni.
This would be because I am putting off sorting everything for said departure. I leave now in 3 days, I have not started packing, my new laptop will not be picked up till this afternoon and I have so many things still to do which are completely overwhelming me. So I have gone into hibernation and am utilising the skill I tried to develop the last time I moved house... if I look at it for long enough, it will pack itself. However I fear this may not be the case and I really should get packing. Although, where to begin, packing up the last 5 years of your life (since the last move) deciding what to take with you, what can you do without, what do you desperately need?

I would write a list, but I know that I'll waste so much time in writing the list, that the contents of the list will never be finished. I've been promising myself for ages that I will finish everything in time before I go away, I had so many things to achieve, and yet I've achieved very few of them.

I'm going to miss everyone so very much, and although I'm very excited about going to uni, I know that I'll be looking forward to seeing everyone when I get home at christmas, though having said that I will probably find that everything has changed in some way and nothing feels the same and everything will be somewhat different. I hope against all hopes that this is not the case, but in my experience of moving away from things I know, this is inevitable.

Now I must stop procrastinating and do something productive, however small this productive thing is, it must be done so that I feel I have done something useful with my day.

6 days and counting

It is now 6 days until I leave for uni, and there is a multitude of different emotions going through me at the moment:

1. Aaah this is all very scary, what if everything goes wrong??
2. This is so exciting!!
Then lots of variations of the above two feelings.

I go on Sunday and I'm so not ready.
I still need to buy a laptop, more bedding, more kitchen stuff, stationary, start packing, send off forms back to uni. Such a lot to do this week and yet I've still not got on with it all.
I also need to find a dress for the freshers ball, will be going shopping tomorrow to try and find one.

I've finally finished work, and yet I somehow miss it a little bit, more because I miss seeing everyone all the time and I will definitely be missing the money.

I apologise for not blogging again in a while, however I've not left it quite that long this time.
I plan to update again once I get to uni and am settled... so watch this space.

For now I need to get on the phone to my accomodation people, get ready and get out because I've managed to already sleep through my dentist appointment, my ankle hurts after falling over in a pothole last night and hurt my knee though my ankle is the only thing that aches now.

Until later.

Autumn Leaves

It would appear that I have not updated this in a while... well over a month in fact. So after much badgering from Brooke I thought I'd put pen to paper (as much as one can when typing into a box) and tell you all what I've been up to.

Which unfortunately has not been nearly as exciting as it could have been for a month away from blogging. This has been one of the reasons why I have not updated as I didn't really want to bore you all with how I've not in fact done all that much.

Major events of the last month:
Getting A level results: A in RS, Bs in Music and Critical Thinking and a C in French...
Getting into The University of Birmingham woop woop... the place I have idolised and loved since about Christmas in year 12 is now a reality... I just need somewhere to live, and pretty sharpish!
The terrible humiliating experience with the Beaconsfield Operatic Society, the mere thought of which still haunts me a month on.
Seem to be working all the time, so I suppose that's an event of sorts, it has been suggested that I should not go home anymore, I should just live at work... there are some serious advantages to living there, but not enough to make me do it, I love my bed.
Met my beautiful baby cousin Caroline who is rather gorgeous and absolutely adorable... I want one.

Luckily this isn't all I've been doing, otherwise I'd probably be bored into insanity by now, it just so happens that nothing that exciting has happened. I've really just been doing evenings out open micing, seeing friends cinemaing and the like.
I'd quite like something exciting to happen before I go to uni like a really exciting day out or something like that, so watch this space while I try and find something exciting to fill that void.

Shockingly enough it's September already... where has my summer gone?? I don't really think we had one weather wise, it's been raining the whole time, but still the whole season has gone by in a flash... and now technically it's Autumn. It'll be the end of next Summer in no time at this rate!! However I do have a rather exciting trip to America before then to look forward to, and my first year of uni!!! :D

xxx